Chapter 175
THEON
I’m not the same again.
1 know it and I can feel it.
My wolf is not as strong as it used to be, and a fit of rage went through me like an electric current, curling my hands into
fists.
Twenty years of torture and emotional damage. That’s what it took to become formidable and unbeatable and my father took it all away with one bullet.
I sighed in frustration.
Ryn needs me to mark her and fight for her. My brother needs me for the things that are about to happen. The Elites will be looking up to me.
I can’t let them down. I can’t afford to be weak, especially since my father has become my ultimate enemy,
The door to my room opened and when Ryn came in, I mustered a smile for her.
She smiled back, a small tray balanced in her hands, with a steaming cup on top.
“I made you some tea with dragon roots.” She said, smiling. “I learnt somewhere that it is good for speedy recovery.” She sat gently on the bed beside me, before offering me the tray.
I stared at the cup, and swallowed, suddenly remembering how Elizabeth offered me a cup of tea with a smile. “I made this for you, my love.”
Ryn must have seen my hesitation because her eyes widened. “Oh my gods! I am so sorry.” She blurted out, placing the tray on a nearby nightstand. “I forgot you and Miro don’t like people making things for you in the house.”
“It’s fine.” I said, placing a hand on her arm.
At some point, I’d have to get over my fear of being poisoned and give Ryn a chance. I nodded to the tea. “I’d like to have some, please.”
- Ryn smiled, and carried the tray again but before I could collect it, she took the steaming cup and with her eyes directly on mine, she blew some air on the liquid before taking a sip. Afterwards, she swallowed, immediately cringing.
“It’s bitter.” She said, offering it to me. “I could have sworn I put a generous amount of honey in that.”
I stared at Ryn, completely mesmerized by her. I knew she drank the liquid to put my mind at ease and even though I would have never asked that of her, I appreciated the fact that she did it anyway.
“Thank you.” I said, collecting the tray and taking a sip.
“Be careful! It’s hot!” She warned in alarm but I barely felt any burn, and despite the fact that the liquid was bitter, I drank it all in small gulps before putting the cup aside.
“Wow. Teach me your ways.” Ryn said in awe, bringing a smile to my lips.
Then I suddenly got a weird feeling down the twin bond and looked around. “Where’s my brother?”
A shadow crossed Ryn’s face. “He said he needed some air and went out for a ride.”
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I studied her expression and realized she seemed sad to Miro st not getting along with her? I thought they were making progress?
I took her hand in mine, grateful to experience sparks again but also nervous at the
“Ryn!” I sighed. “I want to sincerely apologize for what my family did to you.”
same time
Ryn blinked and then her eyes watered before looking away.
“I have no idea the extent of the damage done to you but I promise I will try my best to fix things and give you the justice you deserve. Okay?”
Ryn nodded, a sad smile on her lips before her eyes strayed to mine.
Then she leaned in slowly, while glancing at me for hints.
I saw the desire in her eyes, and I also saw the hesitation, the sorrow, the need, so I grabbed her hair, watching how she tried. not to wince at the pain. Something about that turned me on and within seconds, I drew her lips to mine.
The moment our lips clashed, my wolf stirred, coming alive, and the fiery need to bury myself in Ryn sent blood rushing to my cock.
As if knowing I was hard, Ryn moved and in an instant, she was straddling me. A grind of her hips against my erection and an involuntary moan escaped my lips.
“Fuck. I’ve missed this.” Ryn whispered before ravaging my mouth again with the intensity of her desires.
I grabbed her butt with one hand and supported her back with the other as she drove me damn near to madness with her
moves.
Flipping us around, I laid on top of her, ignoring the pain in my chest while devouring her lips with mine.
Again, that weird feeling down my twin bond occurred but I ignored it.
Instead, I focused on Ryn’s hand stroking my back, her legs wide apart to accommodate me. I moved my hips, rubbing my hard–on against her clit, and she moaned again, gripping my shoulders in delight.
Instantly, I felt her hands reaching for my boxers, desperately trying to tug them off.
Our kissing paused and I looked down at her, searching her eyes.
“Are you ready for this?” I asked and she nodded enthusiastically.
“Yes. I’m on birth control as well so you don’t need to worry about anything.”
A sudden needle of doubt poked my resolve, and Ryn caught it.
“What is it?” She asked softly.
“I can’t mark you.” I stated, searching her eyes. “My wolf is not strong enough yet. I’m sorry.”
Ryn’s gaze softened and she smiled, touching my face. “Did you think that’s why I wanted to have sex with you?”
I simply stared, because that’s what I thought.
Ryn shook her head. “I’m doing this because I want you and..” Her brows pulled together. “I …missed you and thought I was going to lose you.” Her voice cracked, filled with emotion, and I kissed her again, feeling overwhelmed by her words.
Chapter 175
Every single fucking moment, Ryn is burying herself deep in my heart, becoming hard to live without.
And…I like it.
I have no idea why I have been resisting this but I love it here. I love having someone to hold, and love and cherish. And after years of staying intimately away from women, it feels so fucking good to finally be vulnerable with Ryn.
Raising myself up to kneel above her, I gripped the front of her shirt, and ripped it apart. Her eyes shone with desire at the act and when I looked down at her full mounds, and little pudgy tummy, a switch in my brain went off.
I decided I wanted to taste Ryn slow and steady, so I started with one of her breasts, and when I wrapped my lips around her perky nipple, she shivered under me.
“Fuck.” She exhaled, arching her back for more and that’s what I gave her.
I sucked on her nipple, rolling my tongue over the flesh, while giving soft bites. At the same time. Ryn bucked her hips up, and when her wet her clit rubbed against my erection, a small shiver racked my spine.
“Easy, Bunny.” I muttered against her soft skin, kissing her belly and loving the softness of it. Suddenly, Ryn flexed her stomach, making it appear flatter so I looked at her.
“You don’t need to flex a flat tummy with me, Bunny. I like your physique just the way it is.”
Ryn’s face turned a rosy pink but she let go of her stomach and I kissed it and even caught some tiny rolls in my mouth. A sigh of pleasure left her lips, goading me to go down further and when I perceived the aroma of her arousal, my eyes close in bliss..
The thought of feasting on her made me damn near feral but I held myself because I want her first time to be as gentle as my restraint will allow.
Ryn tensed and I was just about to ask her if she was okay when suddenly, the weird feeling I had earlier became intense.
I paused, raising my head in alarm.
“What is it?‘ Ryn asked, raising herself on her elbows.
“Something is wrong with my twin.” I muttered, feeling the bond between Miro and I go slack.
Planting one more kiss on Ryn’s lips, I drew together her shirt to cover her up before climbing off the bed in pain. Instan Ryn was half buttoned up and by my side. “What do you need?”
“My phone.”
“Actually, we never brought it back from the East.”
“Fuck.”
“Let’s use mine.” Ryn said, grabbing hers from the nightstand. She dialed Ro’s number from memory and put it on spea and together, we listened as his number rang into voicemail and she tried one more time to reach him again.
“Something is wrong with him. I can feel it.” I stated, feeling the tug between us disappear slowly.
Ryn went through her call list and dialled another line.
“Hey.” came Adam’s groggy voice.
“Adam, we have a problem and your Commander needs your help.”