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Chapter 21
ALPHA DIMITRI
I gave myself some time to catch my breath. My head was blank and I wasn’t exactly thinking of anything in particular.
We’d been going at it for hours since we left the restaurant and had taken everything in me to drive to the hotel while she was giving me a blowjob.
She was good in bed, I had to give her that. And she didn’t mind trying out new positions and techniques. Maybe I might see her again, but right now, I just wanted to leave.
When I was finally calm, I hopped off the bed and began wearing my clothes. It was already very late and I should be heading home to get some rest.
“Alpha, you can’t possibly tell me you’re leaving. I mean, it’s too early. Why don’t you spend some time with me?”
I didn’t even glance at her.
“This was nice but I have somewhere more important to be.”
She stood up from the bed and walked over to me, her breasts pressing against my back as she wrapped her arms around my waist from behind and rested her head on my back.
“But it’s too early. I mean, I thought we’d cuddle up and just be together.”
Cuddle? She had to be joking. I didn’t even cuddle Serena that night so who did she think she was?
Cuddling and showing affection just gave them hopes that weren’t there.
I removed her arms from around me. I hated clingy women. It’s a good thing Serena wasn’t clingy. Wait, why was I thinking of her?
“I don’t do all that. I have somewhere to be
so I’ll see you later.”
I knew the chances of seeing her any time soon were very slim because something happened today that I couldn’t explain.
“So does this mean I can come to see you and be with you?”
I had to look at her with a frown.
“No, it doesn’t mean anything. All we did was have sex. It was
nothing more.”
Gosh, if I’d known she would be this clingy, I would have not done anything.
“Then, what about when I want to see you? How do I get across to you?”
I picked up my jacket and put it on in front of the mirror.
“You won’t have to. When I need you, I’ll reach you, but for now, it’s goodbye.”
I walked out of the room before she could say anything more.
I had no reason to come back to her, it’s not like it was a memorable time. All the while I was on top of her, I couldn’t feel anything. My mind was blank; I wasn’t enjoying it, and I struggled to even keep my eyes on her face.
The fact that she kept trying to kiss me made things worse. I didn’t kiss women I had sex with because it made them think there was more to it and I wasn’t ready for all that drama.
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When I could finally keep my mind still, it wandered to another woman, Serena. I wondered why I was thinking about her at that point, but that was when I started to feel something.
I had to imagine that it was her that was here and that was the only reason I lasted till that time. It was weird because before Serena came into my life, I didn’t have this problem.
So why was she posing a problem to me?
The only reason why I even finished was because I thought abo her. Her face flashed through my mind as I care, making me wonder what the hell was going on with me.
Or maybe it was because she was the last woman I’d had sex with But that sounded like a very stupid excuse. It didn’t matter to me before, all the other women I’d had sex with were always things of the past.
So what the hell was going on with me?
When I pulled up to the house at night, it was quiet, and I hope my mother would be asleep, but this time, I wouldn’t have to deal with her. I was honestly very tired and I’d had a long day and I just wanted to go to bed.
Unfortunately, my fears were met. She was awake. Very awake, as a matter of fact, and she was waiting for me.
“Why’re you just coming back? Did things go well? Say something.”
I wanted to plop down on the couch and relax but I knew if I did that, then that would just give her more reasons to press me for answers.
It went fine.”
She was following me like she wanted something more.
“Just fine? I mean, tell me some details. Did you like her? Do you think you can marry her?”
This woman was ridiculous. Marriage?
“I just met the girl, ma. I don’t know about any of that and I sure am not thinking of marrying her. I told you before that I wasn’t in the mood for all that. And I meant it. The date went fine and that’s all there is to say. Goodnight.”
She kept talking but I didn’t even listen to her. I just walked straight to my room, dragging myself in. I won’t be waking up until nighttime tomorrow and anyone who dared to wake me up would be banished. I didn’t care who it was.
As I turned on the light, it took me a moment to understand what I was seeing.
Serena was curled up on my bed, like a little puppy.
Wait, why was she here?
I recalled the events of the morning and remembered that I had told her to stay here until I got back. I didn’t think that she would listen to me.
The way she was looking at me that morning didn’t make me think that she would listen to me.
So she has been here all day. Did she even eat?
Now that I thought about it, I didn’t have any reason to keep her here so why did I tell her to stay here? She was pregnant and she should have eaten something by this time.
I should probably ask the maids if they brought her breakfast. I wonder what she did throughout the day.
As I walked over to the bed, I stood there watching her sleep soundly. The fact that she was carrying my baby made me so
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wonder.
I should have been mad at h