Chapter 70
“You smiled” I told him softly.
“Is everything going to be different now?” I asked him looking over at him.
“Yes,” He answered.
“Are we going to mate?” I asked him, he froze and glanced over at me. I waited biting down on my lip.
“We’re going to try” he told me.
“Try?”
“I don’t want to hurt you, I can’t lose control like that around you” he told me shaking his head.
“but…” I trailed off not having a good argument.
“How come you’re talking to me now?” I asked him.
“It makes you happy”
“But you don’t like doing it?”
“I’ll get used to it” he said shaking his head. I smiled and looked down at my hands, pulled the sleeves of my hoodie over them since I was a little cold. He was going to talk for me, and he was going to let me touch him and we were going to try to mate. I went through hell for a month just to get here, and I never thought it would happen. He was now everything I needed him to be.
“What changed?” I asked him.
“hm?“he said looking over at me.
“Why did you decide to change?” I asked him.
to in
“I didn’t like you not being in my house, it was too quiet and cold” he told me, basically saying he missed
- me.
“You missed me?” I teased, he nodded looking a little embarrassed. I sighed and looked out the window at
the darkness.
‘What’s your favorite color?” I questioned, his lips twitched.
“I don’t have one”
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“Everyone has a favorite color” He thought for a little while,
“Green” he finally decided on, I slid the middle part up and laid down laying my head on his thigh hoping it wasn’t too much for him.
“You know, you could’ve told me” I said, he waited for me to elaborate.
“You could’ve told me you didn’t like talking, and that you were afraid to touch me, I always thought you hated me” I said my voice letting softer at the words.
“I did at first” he told me.
“Why?”
He thought for a little while before deciding on his words. “You were so hard to be around, being around you drove me crazy, and being away from you drove me crazy it was so frustrating. And then when I found out that you” he paused for a second “loved me I didn’t understand how, and then I hated the idea of caring for you. You were too innocent and pure and you cared about everything and I didn’t want to corrupt you.” He said looking down at me and then back up at the road.
“You haven’t corrupted me” I told him sitting up again feeling a long conversation coming on.
He sighed “I shouldn’t- I shouldn’t be with you, you’re too good for someone like me” he said.
“Why?”
“Because I’m bad for you”
W
“I don’t care”
“You should”
“But I don’t” he looked angry at my response. He didn’t reply but his jaw was clenched and his grip on the steering wheel was tight. I rolled my eyes and laid back down on his thigh and went to sleep.
“Kendal wake up” Dez said nudging me, I groaned and then sat up groggily. I got out of the truck and followed him inside, we were at his house now not the flat, I went to my room and collapsed on my bed falling back asleep the minute my head touched the pillow.
I woke up early in the morning for once I got a good night’s sleep that wasn’t interrupted by nightmares about Atticus or Jenny kicking me or putting her cold feet on my thighs in the middle of the night. I rolled over and realized by the faint hint of his scent that I was back in my room at Dez’s house.
And I was here because we were mates, and he loved me. I let the memories of last night flood back into my brain and I smiled to myself remembering marking him and our actual conversation where he spoke to me for once.
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I laid there wondering if having him marked felt different. It did. I felt whole, I felt like I was connected to him on a deeper level. I felt like he was a part of me, I didn’t know if there was any way we could get closer. I knew after we mated, if that ever did happen, that it would be so much better. I was looking forward to finally experiencing the things I had been dreaming about since I was a child, having a mate who loved me. Maybe pups if I could talk Dez into it.
I felt a buzz underneath my stomach interrupting my thought and I jumped realizing my phone was still in my hoodie pocket, I looked at it just as it stopped vibrating, and realized I had 34 missed calls and 243 text messages, all from one person of course, half the calls were from my dad though. I scrolled through my missed calls list just as Jenny’s face popped up on my screen once again.
I answered and knew there wouldn’t
spoke in a normal voice.
* any talking on my end. After she got done screaming at me, she
