Chapter 68
I knew the only reason I wasn’t crying right now was because I had a lot of alcohol in my system.
“Please let me go” I said not able to get my voice to go any higher, I knew I promised myself I was done with being quiet and submissive but I didn’t have any other choice. He stared at me for another moment.
“Mark me.” He said, his voice was deep and rough and gave me chills. My mind went completely blank.
“What?” I whispered in shock, did he really just say that.
“Mark me.” He repeated it sounded like a plea, but his voice was still strong and hard.
“W–why?”
“That’s the only way I can make you understand” he replied.
“Mark me.” He repeated, meeting my eyes, I could feel my will melting away, I wanted to do it, but I looked away.
“No” I said he let my wrists go and back up looking at me in shock and puzzlement.
“Why not?” he asked he sounded angry.
“Because I don’t want anything to do with you” his eyes widened and there was a flash of hurt in his eyes before it was burning with anger again.
“Mark me.” He repeated.
“No” I said my voice louder than before, and I turned to leave, he grabbed my arm.
“God damn it Kendal just do it” he said loudly spinning me around, I could feel the bubble of emotion in my chest pop and now the tears were flooding, I gasped for air.
“No” I screamed at him wiping tears so he wouldn’t see them.
“Why are you crying?” he asked his voice taking a lower softer tone.
“Because I hate you.” I stated. His face twisted and he stared at me.
“You’re lying.” He replied, I shook my head, because I wasn’t I hated him with everything that I had. He let my arm go backing up.
“You’re lying” he repeated.
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“No I’m not Dezmond, I hate you.” I said again letting it sink in. I didn’t think it meant anything to him. Why would he care, he didn’t care about me there’s no reason for him to care. I looked at his face, seeing anger, resentment, shock and a lot of hurt. His intense gaze burned into mine, his eyes swam with anguish. He looked completely lost, and in that moment staring into his eyes I realized that he did care, he cared so much I could see it in the pool of emotion in his honey brown orbs. And I had hurt him.
“You do care?” I whispered in shock it coming out more a question, he didn’t reply.
“Mark me” he said finally.
“Why?”
“so you know how much” he replied lowly, his eyes held so much emotion I had to look away. I wanted to do it. I wanted to mark him, I still wanted to be a part of him, but I couldn’t. I couldn’t put myself through that again.
“I–I cant put myself through that again” I told him wiping my tears again.
“Kendal, I need you to do this” he told me, I shook my head again.
“I can’t”
“I need you to”
“Why should I do something for you?”
“Because you love me”
“I don’t.” I replied my voice hard.
“You do” he replied, I shook my head again.
“I’ll make you a deal” he said. “You can ask me as many questions as you want and I will answer them all, and at the end if you still don’t want to mark me you don’t have to” he bargained. I stared at him, and thought. This was my chance to learn everything about him, and in the end I wouldn’t have to mark him, I could just leave, with closure. I hesitantly nodded and he sat down against the wall and I came and sat down on the cold floor in front of him.
“Why don’t you talk to people?”
“I don’t care about anything enough to talk about it” he replied watching my reaction.
“Why don’t you like people touching you?” I asked looking down.
“Nobody else touches me besides you”
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“Then why don’t you like me touching you?” I asked feeling slightly hurt.
“Because I’m afraid I’m going to hu he told
“What?”
me, I looked up at him.
“I’m too strong, and you’re too small and fragile, I can touch you the wrong way and hurt you, I don’t want to hurt you” he explained, he weighed his words before he spoke but I was getting actual answers. I bit my lip and looked down to keep from smiling at him, if he was afraid to hurt me, he actually cared.
“Why don’t you like to be around me?”
“Your scent is too strong it makes me want to touch you” he said looking down and my hands, I thought
for a little while.
“How much do you care?” I asked quietly.
“So much” he replied his voice lower than mine somehow.
“I-” he stopped and ran his hand through is hair.
“I-” he started again but rubbed his face in frustration, before looking up and meeting my eyes.
“I love you” he said, my breath caught in my throat at the words. I could hear the truth in his words, I searched his eyes and they were so genuine, and he looked completely scared out of his mind. He loves me. I could feel my chest tighten with the words, I stopped breathing staring at him in shock. I was numb but I still somehow managed to crawl into his lap.
