Chapter 65
What could you possibly tell yourself in order to justify you killing people? Unless he doesn’t justify it. He
just does it, he knows what he is and what he does. He knows he’s a monster, I didn’t understand how someone who is capable of killing an innocent person is also capable of caring for someone. I ate another.
“What’s going to happen with us in the future? I mean, are we going to mate? Or are you going to just
keep avoiding me, until I finally give up?–”
“That’s 3 questions” he said his voice hard.
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“the first one” I said my voice back to a whisper I looked up at him watching him, seeing if I could guess the words that were about to come out of his mouth before they did, that way I wouldn’t be surprised or
hurt or both. He looked annoyed with the question, his eyes burned with anger. I stared at him waiting
for him to answer.
“I cant give you what someone else can. I cant give you pups or happiness. I cant even stand to be in the
same room as you for 15 minutes. I can’t be attached to you. I cant love you or care for you” he said
bitterly, I flinched from his anger and resentment, his words hit me like a ton of bricks, they vibrated through my chest and they hurt like hell.
“Don’t you though?” I said so quiet I wasn’t even sure I said it, he stared at me his eyes burning with so much intensity I started to tremble.
“No.” he snapped at me, my heart shattered into a million pieces at the one simple word.
“But you said-”
“I lied.” He said venomously and then got up and left slamming the front door. I sat there for a minute in
complete silence, holding my breath. I let out the breath and that’s when my crying broke the silence. That when I felt like there was a huge hole in my chest, my body was cold and my chest radiated with sharp pains. Every breath I took was agonizing, my body shook with sobs, I laid back down and curled into a small ball wishing everything would go away.
I laid there for so long every breath was excruciating, I swallowed back my tears eventually and I got up and went into the hallway, I followed my dad’s scent it was hard since my nose was running from crying.
I finally stopped at a door, I knocked, not sure I was emotionally stable enough to do anything else.
The door opened and my dad looked down at me, for a split second I was still angry at him, but Dez had hurt me worse than him and I needed him. I fell into his arms and cried like a baby. He wrapped his arms around me, telling me everything would be okay. Eventually I just cried myself to sleep.
I woke up still in my dad’s lap, I sniffed and just thought about things.
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Chapter 65
“Dad” I said my voice was hoarse.
“Yes, Kendal”
“Can I come live with you?” I asked him.
“Of course you can” he said nodding.
“And-“I hesitated “And you’ll keep him away from me?” I asked him quieter than before.
“If that’s what you want” he replied, I nodded. He didn’t ask questions, he didn’t want to know he took my response and he was going to do it. My body hurt, my chest felt like it had a huge hole in it, one that would never be filled, the hole just throbbed in my chest.
“Can we leave now?” I asked him, he nodded.
“Go back to sleep” he told me, I nodded and the next time I woke up I was in a new room, that didn’t smell of him at all. I was oddly relieved and upset at the same time. I missed him more than anything, thinking of him made me gasp in pain and the tears started again but it was nothing like earlier when I was
around him.
I laid there for a long time, before there was a knock on the door and Jenny walked in.
“Come on get up” she said climbing in bed with me, I didn’t reply.
“I don’t want to” I told her softly.
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“Okay fine then we’ll just stay here all day” she said, I nodded wiping tears so she wouldn’t see them. It didn’t work because they still came. She sighed and scooted over wrapping her arms around me. I laid my head on her and cried getting her shirt wet but she didn’t seem to care.
“He wasn’t worth it Kendal” she cooed quietly.
“I know” I replied. It was silent for a while the tears had stopped but he was still on my mind, and it still
hurt like hell.
“Where’s Kylie?” I asked after a while.
“She’s at home” she replied brushing hair from my face.
“She doesn’t care that you’re here?” I asked her, she shook her head.
“I told her that you needed me more and I was going to be here as long as you needed me” she said.
“You shouldn’t have done that” I told her.
