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“You took my daugh-”
“Cut the shit, you’ve hurt her enough you’re not fucking getting near her” Dez said loudly, I stopped breathing completely. What was he talking about? Cut the shit? What shit?
Dez put a large hand in my neck and tilted my head up. “Breathe Kendal” he told me, I nodded and attempted to breathe despite my tight chest. So many emotions were flooding through me I didn’t know
what to do.
“Well good we didn’t want the cunt anyways” I heard an unrecognizable voice say, I stopped breathing
and I felt Dez completely stiffen underneath me and then he was shaking. Pain went through my chest
but I was more worried abut Dez shifting.
“D–Dez” I managed out before he completely lost it, I grabbed onto his arm but he was already across the
room, Michael and another large man stepped forward.
“Collins, You know you don’t want to hurt him in front of Kendal” but there was no way in hell he was going to get through to Dez, he was furious.
“Collins” Michael yelled “You don’t want to kill him in front of Kendal, think about it” he repeated. Dez straightened and shoved Michael off him.
“Get her out of here” he said calmly, I was scared shitless. He went from crazy to calm and collected, and
honestly it was 10 times more frightening.
Michael regained his composure “Collins”
“I said get her out of here before I kill him” Dez yelled, he flinched and came towards me. As much as I
hated the man that said that, he didn’t deserve to die.
“D–Dez wait” I said as Michael came to stand in front of me, I didn’t move.
“Kendal” Dez warned looking at me giving me the look.
“No” I said stuttering a little.
“Kendal” Dez said again.
“D–don’t kill him, he was just-”
“Kendal” he said again, impatiently, I could see his hands shaking and a wild look in his eyes.
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“Kendal” Michael said lowly “He has to do this, he has to make an example” Michael said quietly, I opened my mouth to argue but no words could come. How could someone be so heartless.
“How can you?” I could feel tears well in my eyes, I turned around left, feeling Atticus trail behind me quietly.
I knew Dez was heartless, I knew he killed people, I knew his moral were bad, but most of the time he was killing someone it was for a reason. Even if the reason didn’t make sense to anyone else he had a reason. But I would’ve never thought Michael would support him in killing innocent people.
He was the one person here who was mildly human. Who actually had feelings, and actual morals. But I was wrong. The thought of my father crossed my head and I stopped and started crying. I felt empty and depressed so I just let the tears fall. Atticus came forward and gently hugged me.
I let it all out, everything about my parents, Dez being the most heartless unaffectionate person ever, every person he’s killed because of me. The list just keeps getting longer and longer. I was the reason that many innocent people had died and I despised myself for it. If I had never met Dezmond, a lot of people
would be alive. I would have never met Dez if we weren’t mates.
Why were we mates?
What the hell is wrong with the moon goddess? Why would she ever pair me up with someone like him?
With a monster, that I liked so much it hurt. Why would she even begin to think I could handle this? I
could handle him?
No one can handle him.
I cried a little more until I was out of tears, I stood there for a little while feeling Atticus rub soft circles on
my back. I stood there fingers stiff from clenching onto his shirt. I sighed and pulled away he didn’t say anything he just gave me a small smile. He lead me back to Dez’s house and I curled up in my own bed, my guards quietly moved around the house.
I tried to sleep but eventually gave up as always from the lack of my mate’s presence. I sighed and sat up,
I talked Atticus into taking me to the pack house and he finally agreed, I put on a plaid button up and
some jeaned shorts, since it was in the early hours of the morning.
I put my hair up in a messy bun on the way there, we finally got there and I made my way slowly up the stairs since I was emotionally drained and physically exhausted. I really needed some sleep or a cup of
coffee. Atticus knocked and I waited patiently behind him.
Michael came to the door his eyes widening when he saw me “Uh…” he trailed off before turning around I could faintly hear him saying “Collins Kendal is here” He was pushed out of the way and Dez came into the hallway, Atticus backed away and left quietly.
Dez looked exhausted and tired, but also super adorable. His eyes were droopy and worry lines were in his face, his hair was a mess I knew from him running his hands through it in frustration. The way he
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held himself was different he was more relaxed and off guard. I offered him a small smile.
