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I was thinking about Dez, and how I liked him. Well like was a… weak word to describe what I felt towards him. I was almost in love with him, and that thought scared me. Mostly because all he does is order me around, and it drives me crazy. I didn’t know how him being the most overprotective alpha in the world was attractive to me. 

I didn’t know why I liked him being protective but I did, and it was making me angry because I didn’t like things like that. I hated being bossed around. I hated being told what to do, without a say, and that’s all Dez seemed to do. I suspected my wolf was having something to do with this but I kept my suspicions to 

myself. 

I let out a breath of annoyance realizing I did hate all those things, but the fact that they’re character traits of Dez makes them automatically attractive in my head. Anything to do with him was now appealing to my pathetic heart that was just about completely sold on him. 

Dez wasn’t very… Affectionate. The only things he’d ever said to me were coated in annoyance or firmness. I doubted he liked me at all and yet here I was losing actual sleep over him. 

I’m pathetic. 

I turned my thoughts to the package and then to the man earlier who I had planned on interrogating. I’m pretty sure I heard someone call him Brewer at some point. I thought about him more, he looked like a Brewer, he may have been lanky but he was definitely built. 

I wondered what rank he was, I heard a low growl wondering if Dez was dreaming or something. 

‘Will you stop thinking about him?” Dez snarled, and my heart stopped, could Dez hear my thoughts? He marked me yes, but I couldn’t hear his. Could he hear everything? 

“Yes, Kendal, ever since I marked you I can get into your head, will you please go to sleep, you’re giving me a headache” he said, I quickly found a focus point, and built a mental wall, securing my mind from 

him. 

I didn’t know what to feel. How long had Dez been in my head? How much had he heard? I felt angry because he failed to tell me. Dez could get into my head, read my own private thoughts and he didn’t tell 

1. me. That’s basically spying. 

I was mad, Dez had literally been spying on my thoughts. He didn’t say a word to me, I didn’t know. I wondered how many times he had gotten into my head, if he had ever gotten out of it in the first place. I 

felt sick. 

Had he heard every thought about him? Had he been in my head earlier when I decided to finally accept that I was slowly falling in love with him? I knew he was in my head when I was thinking about Brewer, 

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and that scared me because I had been thinking about him not minutes before. 

Assuming he had heard every thought was embarrassing to say the least. I could feel my cheeks burning red, and Dez couldn’t even see me. Facing him in the morning was going to be a nightmare. I was mad he 

didn’t tell me. 

I was. 

Now if I had put myself in his shoes, would I enjoy hearing every thought Dez thought about me 

assuming he did think about me? Yes. Would I listen in on his thoughts? I would listen to that shit like the radio. Now was I still mad? 

I was furious. 

“Why are you mad?” I heard the deep voice of my mate ask. I felt sick again, I thought I closed my mind off, in fact I was positive I did. Could he get through my walls? 

“How did you-” 

“I can still feel your emotions Kendal, even if you block me out of your head” he answered his voice sounding almost bored, my name from his lips made shivers run down my spine. 

“Which you shouldn’t be in, in the first place” I retorted hardly. 

“Why? Got something to hide?” he asked his voice taunting me. 

“Maybe I do” I replied. 

“Whatever it is, I already know about it” 

“How many times?” ui asked angry he even had the nerve to say that to me. 

“What?” 

“How many times have you gone into my head without permission?” I asked. 

“Not many, your thought process is complicated, and you over think everything, you give me headaches.” He answered, actually volunteering information for once in his life. 

“Good” I muttered turning over loudly, I laid there looking at the ceiling for most of the night listening to Dez’s heartbeat most of it admittedly. I was thinking about how exactly to face him. How do you face the person you’re pretty sure you’re in love with after they find out? I mean exactly how long has he known? Did he find out this morning like I did? Has he known all day? 

The curiosity was driving me crazy, I sure as hell wasn’t going to ask him either. After tossing and turning for about 2 hours straight frustration had taken over, I sat taking a deep breath looking across the room 

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at Dez’s alarm clock, it was about 4:30, I decided to get up.