Chapter 15
“That’s it?” I yelled after him and he stopped and turned around. “You just renew your fucking mark on me, and all I get is a scolding and you just leave? What the fuck?” I asked.
“Language” he snapped at me.‘
“You know what? I thought I could change you. I thought I would be different. I thought you would actually care about me and we could maybe actually act like normal mates. But why in fucks sake would I ever in a million fucking years begin to believe you could in some way change for anyone. Why would I ever think you might actually care about me, or anything in general even? Do you feel good? You’re cruel, and heartless, you don’t care about anyone, people are scared shitless of you. You ruined my life, congratulations” I said, letting everything pour out a once, I didn’t even know what I was saying before I had said it. I could feel my words getting thick with emotion. I turned around so he wouldn’t see me cry. I walked down the hallway and turned the corner wiping tears, I didn’t stop I kept going.
I wandered around aimlessly.
I was reminded once again officially the mate of Dez. And I hated myself for letting him mark me.
I went home and locked myself in my room for the next few days, I didn’t leave I just laid there.
I missed my mom, and my home. I missed my annoying sister, and I missed my pack. I missed my friends, and my job. I didn’t want to be here with him. I hated him so much.
Every time I thought of him anger would rise in my chest. He was so… cold. He didn’t care about anyone or anything. How could someone live like that? With no love, or friends. How could I of all people be paired up with some as heartless as him.
All I ever wanted was a mate that cared, even a little bit. Dez was far from mate material. I didn’t know how he could kill people, children and women no less. How could he look down at a broken vulnerable little girl and say that it wasn’t his problem. How could someone look into the eyes of a child and leave
them to defend themselves. Or end their life.
I didn’t understand how someone could bare to be that harsh. I knew Dez killed people. I have heard
about packs falling since I was a little girl. I have heard the endless lists of names of families, woman,
children, men, of people who died at his hand. Why would I ever even tolerate being around someone as despicable as him.
He was so… evil.
So cruel.
I could feel my emotions rising in my chest and my throat tightening, this room was suffocating. I got up
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and yanked the door opened with shaky hands and wiped tears before bounding down the hall searching for
any type of exit for fresh air.
I turned the corner of yet another empty hallway I ran into a body and stumbled back.
“Sorry” I said taking my eyes off the floor, seeing a girl about my age, she smiled at me. She was blonde
and had bright blue eyes, and a bright smile.
“It’s okay” she assured me.
“I’m Abby” she said sticking her small hand out, I connected it with my own.
“Kendal” I responded.
“Hey are you okay?” she asked. I guess I looked like shit.
“yeah” I said giving her a fake smile, im sure she could see right through.
“Hey, I was just going to meet with some friends, you could come if you want” she said, I hesitated.
“What do you have a mate or something?” she asked.
“No” I answered, even though Dez’s mark was there still burning on my neck covered by my hair.
“Then come on!” she said grabbing my hand pulling me down the hallway. She took me to a living room similar to the one I spent the night in.
“So this is Kendal” she said and introduced me to Jenny, Emily, Caine, Mason and Drew. Jenny was a small brunette, and Emily and Drew were twins both had sandy blonde hair and brown eyes. Caine and Mason looked alike with chestnut colored hair but Caine had green eyes and Mason had a deep golden
that was very attractive.
I listened to their chatter chiming in every now and then, sometimes making them laugh. It wasn’t until I
was invited to go party with them was I speechless.
“Come on it’ll be fun” Jenny pleaded.
I decided then that I was so done on being sad over Dez, I would much rather be drinking getting drunk off my ass having a good time then moping around crying over how life isn’t fair because of Dez.
“I’ll go” I finally said. They car pulled and I was stuck in Jenny’s car with Drew and Caine in the back, I messed with the radio, and kept changing the stations.
“Kendal chill” Jenny said making me laugh and stick to one horrible pop song that sounded like a mix between a dying whale and a wounded moose, Jenny sang along while Caine and I made fun of her. We finally got there and the bouncer didn’t spare her a glance.
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