Chapter 146
“Did you hear anything?” I asked softly, my heart stopped in my chest as adrenaline ran through me making me start to shake. He didn’t respond, but I could see his face. He looked alarmed.
I was pregnant this time. I could feel my face form into a smile, that I knew even if I tried I couldn’t hide.
“It fits.” He said softly, I slowly walked to him and stopped in front of him, his eyes were glued to the ground with no focus. He pulled his phone out and dialed a number.
“What fits?” I finally voiced in concern.
“Is it?” he asked into the phone. His face fell and then he got up in one fluid moment.
“Fuck!” he yelled and chunked the phone at the wall, it shattered into a million pieces against the wall with a loud bang. I let out a small scream and took a step back covering my mouth at the quick movement. He shoved his hands into his hair roughly.
“Dez” I said softly barely able to get words out, I was trembling at this point, he turned to me.
“Its you. It had to be fucking you Kendal. I’m so sorry.” He said his voice cracking. I felt a pain in my heart and my eyes watered seeing him like this, I shook my head.
“What’s me?” I whispered.
“You were right. Jay talked to him, he said its you. It your baby they want. Its you.”
“Our baby” I corrected automatically.
“Did you not hear what I said?” he yelled at me and I flinched. “I just told you, you’re going to die because of me, I can’t protect you from this!” he screamed his voice cracking.
“Dezmond-”
“I always fucking knew I’d kill you one day.”
“Dez!” I yelled and he stopped and stared at me, I took in a deep breath taking in the silence to think.
“I–It’s going to be okay” I finally said, the silence seemed to give him time to think too because he took in a deep breath and squared his shoulders and his face went back to its icy expression.
“Congratulations Kendal. You got what you fucking wanted. Now you’re going to die giving birth to a baby that’s just going to fucking die anyways.” He spat at me, I took a deep breath to keep from crying.
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Chapter 146
“Dez, we can figure it out, every-”
“No, fuck you Kendal. Fuck you for making me fall in love with you, just for you to go get yourself killed. Fuck you” he said seethed and then turned around and left. I heard his hit a wall and the sound of sheet rock bounce on the tile, and then u heard the door slam so hard, I swear this giant house shook.
I took in a shaky breath and then slowly backed into the wall and slid down it.
There was so many things to take in. I was finally pregnant. I felt tears roll down my face but I was smiling so hard my cheeks were hurting. I set my hand on my stomach, I had a baby in here. I had another little tiny human in here, that was half me and half Dez. I was growing another life inside me right now.
I started laughing to myself and even more tears fell. How could this possibly happen? I mean I knew how it happened, and it had to be the other night in the truck, that was the only possible time we could have conceived. The timeline matched up. I had been getting sick, I was tired all the time, I was having crazy mood swings.
I felt so much relief wash over me. I was finally going to be a mother. I was finally going to get to raise our baby like I had wanted so bad before. I wanted this baby so bad I could feel my heart throbbing in my chest. I couldn’t believe Dez and I were going to have a baby.
A baby that’s wanted by demons? For what reason? Why could demons possibly want our baby? I needed to call Jay. How long could Jay keep to himself that it was our baby that was wanted? I chewed on my lip letting my mind race.
They said there was a prophecy about this baby? My mind ran in an endless circle of questions upon questions, it was eating me alive. I knew if I continued I was going to drive myself crazy. What were we supposed to do? There was no way in hell Dez was just going to give me to them.
But if he didn’t then lunas were going to die. Innocent Women with babies on the way just like me. My heart sank in my chest. Women who were probably just as happy as me with the babies inside of them. I couldn’t bear the thought of it. Women with their unborn babies dying because of me.
I took in a deep breath. Half of me wanted to sacrifice myself to save lives. But the other half of me was saying there was no way in hell any person was touching my baby. I could feel my anger rising in my chest. I was pregnant and hormonal and my mate is a giant, intimidating murdering werewolf with a temper and taste for blood, there’s no way in hell anyone is touching my baby.
