Chapter 137
This felt so right, my mind went blank, and I couldn’t even begin to think about how wrong this was. I melted into him, relaxing completely, reaching on my tip toes to bring myself closer to him. He let my hands go, and I grabbed fistfuls of his shirt pulling him closer to me. He bit my bottom lip and slipped his tongue in my mouth, he tasted so good, he was so addicting.
He grabbed my thighs yanking them off the ground and pressed his body closer to mine, another moan escaped me. His body froze against mine, and he kissed me with more urgency, taking complete dominance of the kiss. My body erupted with electricity, I forgot how unbelievably much I loved this.
My lungs screamed for oxygen, they felt like they were about to burst. But I couldn’t bring myself to pull away from him. I loved this so much, I didn’t want to make the choice between his addicting lips dominating mine and air. He made the choice for me pulling away for a second, I gasped for air, and then let out a little cry digging my fingers in his hair and pulling him back towards me reconnecting our lips.
He was intoxicating, every part of him was addicting, like my own personal drug that was pulling me in more and more. Every touch, and every kiss put me on a high that was irresistible, one that I couldn’t deny. He was my kryptonite. He felt so good, but he was bad for me.
This was the man who pretended to love me, who hurt me, who tore my heart into pieces, who cheated
on me, who abandon me. A man who murdered innocent people, who was a cruel cold–hearted monster
who enjoyed hurting me. A man I hated more than anything in the world. But I couldn’t bring myself to stop. I was in this way too deep. I wasn’t strong enough to make myself stop. His taste, his touch, the high
he gave me was too much. And I had been drowning without it for so long.
And he knew it.
I could feel myself getting lightheaded with loss of oxygen, he finally put his hands around my face and
pulled away, his honey brown eyes stared into mine as I gasped for again. I stared back at him feeling so vulnerable, I felt like he could see into my soul. I tried to get myself back on track, I tried to think but I
couldn’t. My thoughts were a train wreck.
“Put me down” I breathed, hoping once I got away from him, I could make rational decisions.
“why?” he asked teasingly.
“Because I said so” I almost growled at him, he looked slightly amused.
“I’m not sure I like this new attitude of yours, where you think you can say and do as you want” he said thoughtfully, but there was an underlying threat to his tone. His mistake was thinking that I was afraid of him. And I wasn’t. I would never be afraid of him again, and I would never let someone control me or treat me the way he did.
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“I’m not sure I actually care” I stated back rolling my eyes as he sat me down on the floor. Once his hands left my body, my mind instantly cleared and I could feel the anger rising in my chest.
I’m so stupid. I cursed myself and then glared at him. His eyebrows shot up at my response and then his jaw clenched, I could tell I was pissing him off, I smirked in triumph, which only seemed to piss him off
even more.
“Problem?” I taunted crossing my arms over my chest.
“There won’t be after I get you home.” He responded, irritation still displayed on his face.
“I’m not going anywhere with you?” I said questionably. What exactly did he think he was doing? I was
confused.
“Do you honestly think you would be safer with Jayden?”
“Safe from what exactly?” I questioned. As far as I was concerned for once in my life there was nothing trying to kill me currently.
“Kendal, you don’t think these people are going to come after you the second you’re not with me?”
“I’ll be perfectly safe with Jay, and my dad” I replied rolling my eyes, so much for no one trying to kill me. I can’t even have a freaking week without all these people trying to kidnap me, and murder me. Even just one weekend would be great.
“You really think Jayden is any position to protect with all the shit he’s involved in now” I shut my not even responding. What exactly was he talking about, and I knew I had made a mistake by not replying because Dez’s eyes lit up like a 4–year–old on Christmas morning.
mouth
Shit.
“He hasn’t told you?” I grit my teeth but didn’t respond. I hated the fact that Jay was lying to me again, but I hated it even more that I found out through Dez. I decided not to respond, instead of asking.
“Jay can protect me just fine Dezmond” I finally said, pushing myself into the wall behind me trying to shove away all the feelings I knew were about to crash down on me. Like I said, I would never let this monster see me cry.
