Chapter 130
“We had sex a long time ago Dez, the timeline doesn’t add up and you know it” I almost taunted. I had no
idea where all this cdence came from but I sure as hell wasn’t backing down.
“So you have been fucking Jay?” he asked, he looked furious, the animalistic look had returned in his eyes
and I almost felt scared of him. Almost.
“Maybe I have, how is that any of your fucking business?” I replied.
“So are you going to run back to Jay with our baby inside of you?” he asked me.
“We don’t have a baby Dezmond, remember? You never wanted a baby? You wouldn’t have a baby with
me.” I told him. “Take me home, or I’ll leave myself.” I threatened.
“Go.” He stated, I raised an eyebrow shocked that he was fighting with me but would let me go so easily.
“You’re not pregnant.” He told me his eyes watching me carefully. I could feel the suffocating feeling in
my chest and the knot in my throat, but I refused to let him see me cry.
“So what was your plan? Get James to lie to me? Tell me that I’m pregnant. Hold the baby over my head knowing I would stay here, and I wouldn’t leave you for Jay?” I asked him.
“That was exactly the plan, except that I was actually going to get you pregnant.” He responded, I stopped breathing and stared at him.
“I can’t believe you would hold that of all things over my head out of jealousy” I stated staring at him
hoping he could see the hurt in my eyes.
“Why can’t you believe that? Because you think that I love you? Because you think that I care about you?” he said almost tauntingly, my guard broke but I held my tears at bay. I would never let this monster see me cry again. “You’re pathetic.” He added watching my reaction.
I stood there staring at the man before me. I could see the enjoyment in his eyes. He liked hurting me. He was enjoying this. I could feel the sickness bubbling in my stomach, I felt like I was going to puke.
The man that stood before me was a true cold–hearted monster.
I could see it in his eyes, there wasn’t one ounce of humanity in him. One ounce of hope left for his cold heart. I had tried to change him; I had tried to see the good in him. But I was blinded by love, I completely overlooked the cruel monster inside of him and fell in love with him. I was stupid, and he was right, I was pathetic.
I studied his honey brown eyes one last time, searching for any type of emotion in them, I took a deep
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breath as reality crashed over me.
“Goodbye Dezmond.” I stated and then turned around and walked out. I went to the woods and shifted. I ran home, I didn’t let myself think about him. I couldn’t.
I felt suffocated, but I also felt relieved. All the questioning and doubts I had for him were answered. I knew without a doubt that he didn’t love me, and that he never did.
I got to Jay’s house, relieved to see his truck in the yard. I pulled my hoodie and shorts on not bothering with my shoes, I just threw them on the porch and then turned the knob walking inside. I was engulfed in a hug as strong arms wrapped around me. I recognized the scent immediately as Jay. I relaxed into him. He held me for a long time and didn’t let me go. Eric gave me a small hug and then Jenny and my dad and then Jay pulled me back into him, they all sat around the living room. Jay wouldn’t let me go. He kept kissing any part of me he could get his hands on, finally he saw my neck and moved my hair giving me a questioning look.
“who did that to you?” My dad asked.
I shrugged, “Where have you been this whole time” Jenny urged, she looked upset and I knew she had been crying.
“With Dezmond” I replied clearing my throat painfully at the thought.
“We don’t have to talk about this now” Jay told me lowly rubbing my back.
“It’s okay” I assured him taking his hand in mine settling it in my lap.
“Did he take you?” my dad asked his voice deadly.
“Not really” I replied, they all waited.
“I left and I smelled fire so I went to see what it was and Dez was there and he was slaughtering a pack” I said quietly, Jay pulled me closer to him wrapping his arms around me protectively, I enjoyed the feeling washing over me, the security made me want to cry since I was finally safe. I knew when everyone left I would tell Jay everything and I would eventually cry, but right now I swallowed the tears back. This was my family, I had to be strong for them.
“And some man found me, I guess he thought I was part of the pack, and we fought. I woke up in the pack house and Dez let me go and I ran back” I said simply.
