Chapter 120
“Why are you here Dezmond?” I asked him taking a deep breath trying to regain any ounce of confidence
I could.
“Just checking in.” he said casually.
“Leave.” I told him, he stared at me for a minute.
“Leave Dezmond.” I replied louder this time.
“Why?” he asked.
“Because I hate you.” I replied.
“Good, finally you see what everyone else does. I wondered when you would wake up and see me for a what I really am, Kendal. ” He replied bitterly.
“I don’t hate you because you’re a cruel monster Dezmond. I hate you because you made me fall in love with you and then you abandon me, and hurt me.” I told him feeling the tears start to fall. His eyes softened, and he stared at me like a lost puppy, he opened his mouth to say something but shut it as the front door opened and Jay walked in, he automatically came over to me. I could see the surprise in Dez’s eyes and then I could see the anger as Jay pulled me into his arms, I wrapped my arms around him. I hoped whatever emotion Dez felt seeing this made him believe that I honestly did not need him, nor did I
want him.
“Are you okay?” Jay asked, I nodded.
“Get out Dezmond. And don’t come back.” Jay told him, I didn’t know what he said, but finally I felt like I could breathe and I knew he was gone. I dropped to the floor and rolled Eric over, his nose was broken and there was blood, but he was breathing. I cleaned the blood off and by the time Eric woke up, my dad
was showing up.
Jay put Eric in his bed and I changed into some nike shorts and baggy t–shirt, I felt like shit. I was randomly crying every now and then and I knew Jay didn’t know what to do because he would just try to hold me and it wasn’t really working, but at least he tried. Jay and my dad talked lowly for a little while and then they took me home to my dad’s. I sent Eric a text saying to call me when he woke up.
“I have to go to a meeting and I’m going to be gone for a few days, and I’m taking Angel with me just in case Collins or something else decides to come back. Jay is going to keep you at his house until I get back okay?” my dad filled me in quickly as I walked into his room seeing him packing, I nodded. He kissed my forehead and told me to go get my stuff.
I got a big duffel bag and packed simple clothes, and I packed a cute dress just in case Jay wanted to go
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out. Honestly I wasn’t too sure I wanted to be alone with Jay after what I had seen the other day but I knew he wouldn’t hurt me too so I was conflicted. But I didn’t really have a choice.
I was still randomly crying, not out of sadness, I guess just seeing him made all my emotions rise up together at once. It was just overwhelming.
I sat on my bed for a little while, waiting just soaking up the time I had by myself. Jay walked in and I looked up, his eyes softened.
“Why are you crying?” he asked me, as I stood up, I shrugged, and he pulled me into a hug. His warmth engulfed me, he was so warm. I felt security wash over my and I no longer felt lonely or overwhelmed. I hugged him back tightly and buried my face in his shirt even though I knew I probably got it wet from tears, but I knew he wouldn’t care.
I breathed in his scent and tried to relax and little.
“I wasn’t ready for that” I told him sniffing.
“I know” he replied sighing sounding just tired all around.
“What did he say to you?” he asked me finally.
“He accused me of sleeping around, and we talked about… him cheating and I told him that I hate him…” I said whispering the last part, I could feel the emotions rising in my chest, like a bubble that seemed to catch in my throat. He hugged me a little tighter and kissed the top of my head.
I never would have thought that someone could make me feel safe like this again.
Someone cleared their throat and I was irritated that they would ruin this moment but we both let go and turned to the door, my dad was leaning against the doorway his eyebrows raised.
“Just so we’re clear,–” I could hear the hardness in his voice.
“Dad” I cut him off giving him a look, he glared at Jay.
“If you touch my daughter I will kill you.” He finally said, I felt like that was light compared to what he was going to say. I rolled my eyes as he left and picked my duffel bag up, Jay took it from me.
“Are you okay, or do you need a few minutes” I took in a long deep breath thinking for a minute, before shaking my head.
“I’m okay” I told him taking his large, warm hand in mine and tugging him towards the door, we went downstairs and his truck was here. I climbed in with his help and curled up in the seat putting my seat
belt on.
