Chapter 97
He tugged me toward him gently causing me to fall into him. I wrapped my arms around him and laid. my head on his shoulder, inhaling his scent. He wrapped his strong arms around my waist pressing me tightly against him, I savored every ounce of this I was getting. We spent the rest of the day just cuddling, Dez was always touching me in some way. I knew he was testing himself, he was seeing exactly what the
limit was.
I didn’t complain, I was happy he was touching me at all.
“Dez” I said hesitantly, he hummed in response.
“I know you’re touching me to test your strength, but how come you haven’t kissed me?” I asked his hand. froze mid tracing designs on my thigh lightly.
“That’s a matter of self–control not strength Kendal” he told me resting his hand on my thigh running it up my side to my waist and then settling it.
“But if you lost self control you couldn’t hurt me anyways” I said thinking it through out loud, he stared at me but didn’t reply.
“If I kiss you then it might lead to… other things” he finally said.
“Okay… is that a bad thing?” I asked.
“Kendal this is your virginity we’re talking about.” He reminded me hardly.
“Okay would you rather me lose it to someone else then?” I asked sarcastically, he growled and yanked. my body forward into. His growl sent shivers down my spine, I could feel an adrenaline rush begin just because my automatic response to the growl of an alpha was to run. The spot on my thigh where he grabbed me hurt a little.
“Don’t speak like that.” He demanded.
“Fine then what exactly is the problem again?” I asked innocently giving him a sweet smile. There was still an animalistic look in his eyes but it was slowly fading as his dilated pupils got smaller. As my thigh pulsed, I knew there would probably be a light bruise where his fingertips dug into my skin. I prayed he wouldn’t see it, or all my progress would just be thrown out the window. He was taking too long to respond.
“I don’t understand Dezmond. If you’re afraid of hurting me, then right now would be perfect because you cant hurt me that much. If you don’t want to have sex with me then… I don’t understand. If you don’t” !! us to be officially mated that doesn’t make sense because we’ve already done half of it and it cant be undone. If you don’t want me to get pregnant then that’s fine, we can take precautions. If you-” he cut off
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my rambling with a swift kiss. I fell into him as my mind melted into a puddle.
breathing heavily but sacrificed my oxygen for another kle
My heart hammered in my chest and there was butterflies floating in my stomach. I reached for any part of him I could find and twisted my fingers in his hair. His lips molded perfectly to mine. He gripped my waist pulling my body impossibly closer to his. He bit my bottom lip and I let him delve his tongue into my mouth. He tasted like cotton candy, it was addicting. He pulled away for a second breathless, I was I reconnected our lips. This didn’t happen
very
often I wasn’t wasting any time. His hands slipped under my shirt, his hands travelled up taking the
fabric with it.
My skin was sparked with electricity and his touch felt like fireworks. I wanted more, I could feel it in the
pit of my stomach and in the heart of my abdomen that clenched with want. I pulled away for a second
feeling if I didn’t my lungs would explode. He took the opportunity to kiss down my jaw then neck. My breathing hitched even more, and his lips trailing down the sensitive skin on my neck was almost too much. I let out a small moan and he completely froze and then began to pull away.
“Dez no please” I begged completely breathless, he pulled away studying my face.
“Please” I repeated but it came out quieter than before, it was barely a whisper. He nodded and then returned his lips to mine, I kissed back eagerly. I could feel him start to change, his touch got harder and his kiss got urgent, but I wasn’t scared I wanted so much more.
He yanked at my shirt and pulled away to yank it over my head in one quick movement before reconnecting our lips, I let out a small gasp as I felt airborne then my back connected with the soft sheets of our bed. He took the opportunity to trail urgent kisses down my neck, nipping me in some places earning soft moans and gasps. He kissed completely around my mark teasing me. The action made me anxious, my body was building up to this and I squirmed underneath him. He completely skipped over my mark and continued leaving wet kiss down my collarbone.
He reached behind me unclipping my bra, he pulled it off and continued kissing down the valley of my breasts and then onto my stomach. I giggled in response feeling his soft kisses. I squirmed and I could feel his smile through his kisses, he licked a spot and then blew on it causing my body to jump.
