Chapter 94
“Oh” he said simply and then sat down in one of the chairs, I mirrored him and sat myself.
“I don’t know if the alpha would want me to… interfere…” he finally said looking at me with almost pity, I stared at him completely lost.
“A little over a week ago, the alpha approached me and we discussed the dangers of the both of you completing the mating process. He expressed your want for a baby and he wanted to know what could be done. As your doctor, I told him the dangers which are large and all variables-”
“The variables being what?” I whispered, because I couldn’t breathe. Dez had wanted us to have a baby He cared enough to see how dangerous it would be for us to have a baby? Dez had ignored me since that morning, maybe he was waiting to tell me this.
“Luna… the odds were… the Alpha is large to the extreme, the biggest alpha our race has. Luna you’re very small, even compared to a human woman you’re under weight. Your body couldn’t handle distress such as mating with the alpha. He would… there would be broken bones, internal bruises, if you survived it all. If you did you wouldn’t survive the aftermath, nor the pregnancy. The baby inside you would… be too strong for you at the end of your pregnancy. It would kill you, and delivering would most definitely kill you… The odds are nonexistent.” He told me. My mind raced.
“If the odds are nonexistent, why are you suggesting this to me?” I asked him.
“If you survived the process… we could try to find ways to make the pregnancy comfortable for you. And we could deliver early, there are ways. Still your odds are next to none, but there are odds if we were to do this successfully.” He responded.
There were odds. Why didn’t Dez tell me about this? This is what I wanted.
“Luna, I understand your want for a baby, but putting yourself through this much pain and misery would hardly be worth-”
“I want to talk to Dez about it first.” I said finally. We could have a baby. Dez and I could conceive a child.
Sure, there were dangers but we could actually do this. Dez’s main problem was hurting me. Slowing his healing process would make him weak, we would be able to have sex without that worry. That’s what he wanted to begin with.
“Luna, I am merely suggesting this out of respect for your mate,
this, the risk is-”
e your doctor I still wouldn’t condone
“Thank
you.” I said finally, he studied me for a minute probably seeing I had my mind set. He took me to Dez’s room. My heart clenched seeing him like this. He looked awful. His arm was in a sling and his whole shoulder and torso were wrapped with blood spots. His face looked awful. He had stitches above
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his left eye and there were bruises. I sat on the bed and took one of his hands gently, I brushed his hair out of his eyes gently.
Seeing him like this made my eyes well with tears. I sniffed wiping them away returning my hand to Dez’s. I traced the lines in his hand and ran my fingers over the callouses lightly. His finger would twitch every now and then. I took the time waiting to think.
I thought about everything I had been told. About the baby. I thought about how to convince Dez to let me do this. All his worries would no longer be valid, he would be hurting me completing the process so what other issues would he have? We would never have another chance like this. This was like an answered prayer from the goddess herself.
I heard a soft groan and looked up seeing his eyes opening. He looked annoyed and then his eyes trailed down to me. I gave him a soft smile.
“Hey” I whispered sniffing and then wiping the tears that kept falling without permission, his eyes trailed down to his own body covered in gauze and medical equipment. His brow furrowed.
“What the fuck is this shit?” I giggled, that would be his award winning waking up line. He tried to lift his arm and groaned and put it back.
“Stop trying to move, you’re healing” I told him touching his forearm gently, his eyes followed the motion.
“I’m going to fucking kill your dad Kendal.” He said.
“Get in line” I replied giving him a watery smile.
“We have to talk about something.” He raised an eyebrow but gave me his attention.
“How come you never told me that you went to James and asked him about us having a baby?” I asked him quietly. His eyes widened but he didn’t respond.
“You don’t want us to have a baby because you’re afraid of hurting me right?” I asked him, he studied me for a long minute.
“Kendal, we’ve talked about this. I can’t lose that kind of control around you, I’ll kill you.” He said very carefully like he was weighing each word.
“James says that once you heal, he can slow your healing process before you gain your strength back. It will take a few days for you to completely heal. And you’ll have the strength of any normal alpha…” I said my eyes falling to his hands, I finally allowed myself to look up at him and he was staring down at me.
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