Chapter 90
How was he going to tell her?
Kendal’s POV:
I got out of bed a little while later and took a long shower letting my mind wander. I realized after a while I was actually singing in the shower without knowing it. Probably because I was happy, my life was perfect right now.
I made some breakfast still humming to myself and then sat down and ate talking to one of my guards happily. Dez didn’t come home that night, I decided around 10 that I was going to check on him so I went to the pack house, I knocked lightly on the door before walking in finding only Michael sitting at his desk.
“Where’s Dez?” I asked I could see the split second confusion at his nickname until he remembered.
“Collins left earlier.”
“Left to where?” I asked narrowing my eyes.
“He didn’t say, but he’s not on the territory” he told me, his eyes were guarded, like there was something he wasn’t telling me. I stared at him for a minute studying him staying silent hoping he would feel the
need to continue. He didn’t.
“When’s he coming back?” I asked, he shrugged, I said a small okay and went back home. I went to bed early and tossed and turned all night without him there. My mind turned in circles. Maybe he went to attack some pack or something so it would be easier to be around me. I chewed on my lip until morning and then forced myself to get up and I made some coffee and sat at the island staring mindlessly down at my hands.
I didn’t see Dez for 3 days, finally I was informed he was at the pack house and I went, at this point I was only in a t–shirt and some joggers. I wrapped my arms around myself since it was cold from the early morning fog. I went to the pack house and found him in his office. He looked exhausted, he looked at me as I walked in. I sat down in the one of the chairs across from his desk, I waited for him to say something.
“Where have you been?” I asked quietly, when he didn’t say anything.
“Out.” Was all he said.
“Out where?”
“go home Kendal.” He told me, his voice was different, it was hard and tired. I chewed on my lip sitting
there for another minute.
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“Okay” I finally whispered, I studied his eyes for minute and they were cold and guarded, he stared back at me. I got up and went home and then tried to sleep some more. I grabbed one of his old shirts and put myself into a light uncomfortable sleep. I pretty much stayed in bed the rest of the week, there wasn’t really much else for me to do. On days I got a couple minutes of sleep I went to the pack house and helped them prepare food and also went and helped out where they kept some a of the smaller kids.
There was only a few, most of the women didn’t work so they were able to stay home and raise their children. So there wasn’t much to do there, I really took to working in the infirmary with James. He had started teaching me a lot, and I knew he needed the extra help.
I didn’t see or talk to Dez at all. I could feel him in my head sometimes, but his mind was always protected and guarded I couldn’t even nudge his link. Which wasn’t very fair, but nothing was ever fair when it came to Dez. I was running on straight coffee at this point. I didn’t know what was wrong with Dez but I was starting to get worried.
Around lunch time I went to go see him instead of helping out in the kitchen, he was in his office. I walked in and he was just sitting there a pen in his hand staring at the ground clicking it. He didn’t even
odd. notice me walk in which was very
“Dez” I said and he jumped and looked up at me. For half a second his eyes were vulnerable and happy and then they turned cold. He raised an eyebrow waiting for me to speak.
“What do you want Kendal?” he finally said, his voice made me cringe.
“Why are you being like this?” I asked him. He stood up,
“I’m busy Kendal.” He told me and then walked past me and left shutting the door behind him. I sighed and sat down in on the chairs. This room was calming, he spent so much time here it smelled like him. I took a little nap, curling up in one of the chairs. I woke up to my phone buzzing my pocket.
“Hello” I answered miserably clearing the sleep out of my throat rubbing my eyes.
“How’s my main girl been?” Jenny’s voice asked through the phone.
“Jenny?” I asked sitting up looking around the room, it was dark and a blanket had been thrown over me.
I was in Dez’s office still, but it was pitch black and his smell was prominent.
“No this is Jake from State Farm, would you like to upgrade your insurance plan?” she asked sarcastically, I rolled my eyes.
e” 1 offered.
“Vikes, why would you want to endure that anyways?” she asked.
“Jenny,” I warned.
“I’m just saying it isnt exactly something I’d want to intentionally bond with permanently
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“You know. It. The thing.” I decided that wasn’t worth a response.
“Just wear more cute things to sleep and around the house, it’s a male, it can only take so much pushing before it gives in.” she suggested. I heard a knock at the door.
“Jenny I have to go” I whispered.
“Okay love you bye” she said super rushed and hung up. I put my phone away and wrapped myself in the blanket and then found my way to the door slowly feeling out the darkness, I stubbed my toe and said a loud curse word and then finally found the door. I opened the door to one of my guards who led me home, Dez was asleep in the guest room. I went to take a cold shower to wake myself up and then I dug out the box from the top of my closet I knew I had tried to hide well
1 opened it to all the pieces of pretty lingerie and lacy thongs and bras Jenny has taken the pleasure to buy. I sighed and decided what the hell. I picked out a black lacy bra and the matching thong and then put them on and pulled a t–shirt over them just in case.
I went to the guest room and approached the bed carefully, Dez moved as I walked in sensing my presence I guess.
“What are you doing in here?” I asked him quietly, climbing on the bed and sitting criss crossed next to him, he turned on his back putting his hands behind his head staring up at the ceiling not really acknowledging me. He didn’t respond….
“Okay… well is it okay if I sleep in here with you tonight?” I asked him. He was quiet for a very long time, he finally nodded and I could only see him because my eyes had adjusted to the darkness. I took in a deep breath, my heart speeding up slightly. I sent a few curse words to Jenny in my head and then pulled the covers on the opposite side of the bed back. Our bed in our room was very large, it was a California king, so Dez took up his whole side and a little more but I had more than enough room to myself because I was small
But this bed wasn’t our bed so space was a little scare, not that I was complaining. I pulled my t–shirt off, hearing him clear his throat but not say a word. I climbed into the soft sheets and laid there for a little feeling my eyes droop now that I was actually by Dez and comfortable. Surprisingly the lace was comfortable.
Once I actually started to doze off I felt Dez get up but I had already drifted off far enough to not care. I woke up abruptly and felt my stomach flip, I sat up and barely made it to the bathroom before I was throwing up in the sink. I held my hair back while switching to the toilet and puking there instead. I threw up about three times and then laid on the floor.
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“Luna?I heard a very worried Brewer say followed by a quiet knack, “Are you okay?” he asked.
“Yes” I replied weakly and then threw up again, I flushed the toilet.
“Are you decent?” he asked, I looked down, my skin was clammy and almost sweaty despite no clothes.
“No” I replied. The door cracked open and a shirt and some sweatpants were being held through the crack, I took them and then sat there for a minute. I shakily got up, my body was trembling. My legs felt so weak, I managed to get my clothes on. I prayed I wasn’t going back into heat and this was just some bug or food poisoning.
“Okay” 1 said meekly. Brewer came in and looked at me with pity, he pushed his cold fingers against my forehead and I leaned into his icy touch, it felt good against my burning skin. My stomach was getting more nauseated by the second. He brushed
res of hair out of my face that were stuck to my sticky skin.
“I’ll call the alpha and your doctor Luna” he said and then went for the door.
“Wait” I said, “Please don’t go” I begged, he looked down at me for a few seconds and sat down on the floor telling one of the other guards to contact the correct people and that it was urgent. I curled into Brewer leaning against the bathtub, he pressed his cold fingers to my neck and face until they were no longer cold. I threw up a couple more times and then was so exhausted I just laid against Brewer trembling hoping exhaustion would take over and put me to sleep.
“Don’t let him knock me out” I told Brewer quietly. “Last time he put me in a coma, don’t let him this time please” I finished in a whisper. Eventually James showed up, I forced a smile and he sat on the floor as well checking my vitals and asking me questions. The bathroom got smaller with each large werewolf male that entered, it was stuffy with just the three of us.
fage. Brewer was bigger than James but James was the average size for a male werewolf of a
