Chapter 88
“I’ll think about it” a rush of happiness and butterflies filled me, I jerked my body up smiling largely at him, I wanted to scream in excitement. I started laughing and threw my self on him throwing my arms around him clutching onto him tightly. I let out a small squeal and giggled pulling away kissing his cheek. Excitement and happiness was coursing through me, almost pulsating through my whole body, wave after wave, my breathing became labored.
I threw myself back into the soft sheets, just smiling at the ceiling, he was watching me carefully, I looked over at him grinning scrunching my face up at him. He put his hand in my neck softly running his thumb over my cheek. I grabbed his wrist just holding it making my own small circles on the inside of his wrist with my own thumb.
“Are you going to start being mean again later?” I asked him looking up meeting his eyes.
He frowned “That’s not up to me, if my wolf is still calm no…” he responded.
“Why does your wolf need blood to be calm…?” I questioned.
“He doesn’t… He needs you to be calm” he answered.
“Then why-”
“When I’m with you for too long, he wants to mate with you, the only thing that I’ve found that is even comparable to your scent, or your skin, is killing… and that only lasts so long Kendal…” he told me quietly his eyes not meeting mine.
“If we mate would he calm down more?” I asked.
“I’m afraid that if we mate, because I’ve waited so long that I’ll kill you, just from losing control. I have
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trouble without anything of that nature tempting me. And if I don’t kill you… exposing him to that… physical contact with you will open up a whole new door… I’m going to hurt you and once I open
that door up, he’s going to continue to want that type of pleasure, and I don’t want to put you through
that much pain ever, especially often…” he told me being honestly speaking slowly weighing each word.
He was looking up as he spoke as if he was thinking of exactly how to tell me.
“I think I’ll be okay with that…” I answered truthfully.
“I’m not putting you through any type of pain for my pleasure Kendal.” He was serious now.
“But, it’ll be my pleasure too, and–and I’ll get a baby” the word baby sent another rush of butterflies into my stomach, I knew he could hear my heart start to race.
“Do you not understand the word pain Kendal? Every time I mention it, you completely ignore it”
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“I understand… I can handle it” he looked at me skeptically,
“I have to go to work” he told me dropping the conversation. I frowned.
“Can you please stay with me a little longer?” I almost pleaded, he looked at me and I begged with my eyes, his eyes met mine and he sighed, I grinned knowing I had him. He hesitantly nodded, I smirked in triumph and snuggled closer to him. We talked casually about random things the rest of the morning. I played with the sheets and giggled until my stomach hurt. He told me a story about once when he was in high school and he lit himself on fire with firecrackers. Hearing his voice was enough to satisfy me, but hearing him go into detail, his words painting pictures in my head, it was nice.
Finally he sat up, I admired his muscular physique staying down in the soft sheets, I checked the time seeing it was 11, he had stayed for longer than I expected.
“Kendal I have to go” he told me firmly, I nodded showing I understood.
“Go back to sleep, you had an early start this morning okay?” he asked, I nodded smiling slightly, that sentence seemed so normal and weird. Like he actually cared.
“Will you do me a favor?” I asked quietly, he nodded.
“Kiss my cheek and tell me goodbye” I whispered, he grinned and my heart stopped. And fell back into the bed on his stomach this time, his eyes met mine and there was still the most attractive smirk on his face ever. I studied his face, inching closer to mine. But not toward my cheek.
He leaned forward and my eyes fluttered closed, his lips touched mine, and I’m sure my heart went into straight tachycardia. I stopped breathing as the butterflies appeared in my stomach and the tingles on my lips burned. I kissed back reaching my hands to the back of his neck to shove in his messy hair. He pulled away and I kept my hands tucked in his hair.
“Goodbye” he told me and pressed a kiss to my forehead.
“Go back to sleep, I’ll check in later” he promised and left after I nodded in agreement.
Needless to say I couldn’t go to sleep. I mean who could after that. I had a real conversation with my mate. He acted like he actually cared about, he talked to me, there was a minimum of yelling. He laid in bed with me, he told me stories… HE KISSED ME GOODBYE. This is Dezmond Collins we’re talking about.
