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Chapter 9
Aurora’s P.O.V. (Continued)
I just blinked harder while looking at my grandma’s back. She patted Noah’s shoulder before leaving the room. She knows… How did she know? When did she notice this?
I felt tears in my eyes and I immediately lowered my eyes to conceal them from Noah. “Did you rattle us out, Aurora?” he asked me in an accusing tone as soon as she closed the door. I gulped hard, ignoring him and his annoying voice while thinking about how heartbroken my grandmother would be when she had found out about their behaviour towards me.
I trembled when a light jolt of électricity ran through my body and immediately looked up. Noah was now holding my shoulders tightly. “Wh… what are you doing?” I asked him in a cracked tone, completely annoyed by his action.
I tried to move his hands away from my body, but he suddenly pinned me to the bed, making me gasp in shock. “Did you tell her about us?” he asked me in a stern tone, filled with hatred towards me. I scoffed and looked at him with hatred too. This time, I didn’t lowered my eyes, but locked our gazes.
“Are
you taking her as a fool, Noah? Do you think that she is easy to fool, huh?” I asked him in a sarcastic tone, lightly moving my head at one side. He didn’t retort but kept on glaring at me. “I guess she probably knows from the very beginning but never said a word because you never hurt me physically before.” I continued in the same bitter tone, filled with towards Noah.
filled with my hatred
My statement took him off guard because his grip on my shoulders loosened immediately, “Yeah… you never hurt me before, Noah, and that was why, I never thought about telling anyone about how you treat me. I didn’t even tell your father when he almost used his alpha command on me when I requested him to transfer me. I resisted his command, Noah…. Only to save your sorry a**…. I… I don’t know why I did that, but I did… do you think th. That was easy for me to resist my alpha’s command, huh?” I kept on telling him everything that I endured all these years while looking at him through tears.
“You….
You bullied me all these years for no reason…. You… you tormented me mentally and psychologically, but I never complained be… because I understand your pain….. Y… you lost your mother and you needed to vent your anger and pain, but I lost both my parents that night, Noah…. I became orphan that night.” I almost screamed this time while crying loudly.
I didn’t know what happened to me, but I couldn’t conceal my pain anymore. “You blamed me for something that wasn’t my fault, but what about me? My parents also died while saving someone….. should I torment him or her for their death, huh? Tell me Noah… what should I do to vent my anger and pain out…. Tell me.” I screamed at the top of my lungs this time.
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The next second, my head was resting on his chest as he was now holding me tightly. I punched his back to make him leave me, but he tightened his grip on my torso.
“AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH.” I screamed in agony when I couldn’t make him leave me, and his hold tightened once again.
“I hate you, Noah…. I hate
Noah… I hate you from the bottom of my heart…. I… I will never acknowledge you as my alpha in the near future…. I… I will rather go rogue.” I kept on venting my pain, still. punching him, but my punches didn’t have any impact on his sturdy body. He had been training since that attack, now he had a perfect firm body.
I felt that something burst inside my chest and it was unbearable pain. “You…. You hurt me. for no reason, Noah…. A… and this time…. You… you almost killed me…. B… but it was my body or should I say th… that it was your bad th. that I am still alive…. I h… I hate you, Noah…. I hate you.” I continued screaming at him.
He rocked my body to and fro in his embrace, letting me vent my pain out, without uttering a single word. “AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH.” I wailed in agony while holding his shirt tightly now. “I want to go away from here, Noah…. J… just talk t… to your f… father an… and ask him. to.. to sen… d me away.” I pleaded to him in between my hiccups.
He didn’t utter even a single word and kept on rocking my body while holding it tightly. Soon, I felt exhaustion taking over my consciousness and the darkness consumed both my mind and
my heart.
Noah’s P.O.V.
Her every word was like a nail thrust into my heart. Her every tear was like a burning coal thrown on my soul. Her questions…. Her pain… her protest…. Everything was unbearable to me. For the first time, I felt guilty.
She was right…. My mother died saving her, but her parents died saving me and my friends. Frank’s parents also died in that attack while fighting along with my father. All of us lost someone beloved to them, but we were the only one who tried to hurt someone, blaming her or him for their deaths.
She lost both her parents but I still had my dad with me. What my father said about the responsibilities of the high-rankers……. seemed like I never understood them.
In
my case, it was Aurora but what she said was like a bucket of ice-cold water poured on me. If everyone start tormenting each other for our loved ones’ death in that attack what would happen to our pack, then?
My father was right… I am still far away from being a good alpha to the pack. This pack needed someone like my who still had a rational mind even though he lost his mate,
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not someone immature like me who couldn’t differentiate between wrong and right all these
years.
“Apologize to her, you fool…. She hates us.” Beast scolded me while writhing in pain. I didn’t know why but when she said that she hated me. I panicked. I deserved her hatred for what I did to her all these years, but why it was so painful?
I felt that someone had ripped my heart out of my chest when she continued screaming me and kept on saying that she hated me. “Ju… just apologize to her, Noah…. Make her forgive you or else you will regret it.” Beast said to me in a painful tone before retreating angrily.
I sighed and slowly looked down. She was now sleeping peacefully in my embrace while taking light hiccups from time to time. For some reason, I felt content with this situation. She felt so good in my embrace that I didn’t want her to go away from me.
I jerked my head badly when I realized what I was thinking. How could I think about her like
this She…. She was 4….. An… and I will find my mate in two months…. Ho… how could I?
I slowly put her back on the bed, and adjusted the pillow under her head. I instantly felt at loss, but I knew that I should stop now. Her outburst affected me, making me feel guilty for what we did with her all these years, and this was the only reason that I felt like keeping her close to me, right?
After covering her with the sheet, I slowly got out of the room and took a deep breath. “She will never forgive me,” I whispered to myself and slowly walked away from her room. “Hey, Noah.” I stopped when I heard Frank calling me. I moved back and narrowed my eyes in confusion.
He jogged towards me while holding a lunch box. “What are you doing here?” I asked him in a confused tone when he stopped near me. “I came here to deliver something to Aurora. Martha asked me.” He answered me truthfully and I just nodded in response.
“Are you going back? Wait for me…. I will take only a minute.” He requested me and I once again just nodded once. He, then, immediately jogged towards her room. I sighed and looked on the other side of the corridor. I knitted my brows when I saw a little girl squatting down at the end of the corridor, hiding her face inside her knees.
I immediately walked towards her. “Hey, honey, What are you doing here?” I asked her in a gentle tone while squatting in front of her. She didn’t answer me, but her faint cry reached my ears. I immediately pulled her up in my embrace.
“Tell me, honey…. who is here with you? Why are you here alone and why are you crying, huh?” I asked her gently while trying to comfort her by using the pack bond. She slowly lifted
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“Th… the doctor s… said th… that my mom will die, Noah…. w… will she really die? Who will take care of me? Wh… who will I call, mom?” she asked me while crying bitterly and I felt-a hard squeeze in my chest. I tightened my grip on her body while gulping hard.
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