Chapter 55~ Fear
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Rose’s eyes widened at the question. Her heart was pounding wildly in her chest as she moved backward. Ethan only closed the gap with each step she took backward.
“I asked you a question.” His deep voice repeated. His alcohol breath fanned her face.
“You’re drunk, Ethan. Let me prepare the bed for you.” Rose said as she tried to pass on the side but he grabbed her arm and pulled her back;
“Don’t fuck with me, Rose.”
Rose felt her blood boil as she pulled her hand away from him with a glare,
“You know what, I don’t want to do this with you while you’re drunk. Let’s talk about it tomorrow!” Rose said.
Ethan smiled, a cold chilling smile that sent a shiver down her spine. He raised his hands and stepped back, “That’s fine.”
Rose released a sign of relief as she watched him descend the stairs, she watched him with a worried expression afraid that he’d fall, so she walked towards him and helped him get to the room. When they arrived, she removed his shoes and pants leaving him with only his boxers.
“You need to take a shower, you reek,” Rose said.
“Will you take it with me?” Ethan teased.
Rose’s cheeks burned a bright pink, she cleared her throat before turning to face him,
“No.”
Ethan smiled, he looked awfully in a better mood and Rose wondered if he was happy about the news.‘ How can that be when he said he didn’t want kids? Tomorrow he might ask me to abort, when he does, I’m leaving him for good!‘
He stood, feeling slightly sober, and began to unbutton his shirt with his eyes glued to her.
‘These damn bright lights!‘ Rose said as she bit her bottom lip.
She tried to look away but she felt hypnotized to the spot. Ethan had a smug look as his eighth park came into view. His body was so well built that Rose felt compelled to run her hands over that smooth body but she couldn’t. She knew he hated touching him.
He removed all the clothes and walked butt naked into the shower, “Ouch!” His deep voice came and some bottles made a shattering sound making Rose rise to her feet and rush in to check on him,
“Are you –” Before she could complete the sentence, he pulled her inside the shower making a scream erupt from her throat.
“Ethan!” Rose screamed as her dress got soaked under the shower.
Ethan pressed her against the wall and moved closer into her space making their chests touch, “Now you’re wet. Let me help you remove this dress.” He whispered as he ran his thumb on her nipples making them harden.
Chapter 55 – Fear
+25 BONUS
Rose wanted to protest, but his touch felt so good and she felt so starved for such a long time. “What are you doing?” Rose asked but her voice came out, like a moan.
“We are taking a shower,” Ethan responded flatly as he grabbed her breasts and began to massage them before he put one in his mouth and sucked on it.
The water above was making it hard to see, all Rose could do was close her eyes and focus on the delicious feeling that was building inside her.
Ethan pulled back and grabbed the shower gel, he placed some on his palm and began to wash her. He was rubbing each part of her body carefully.
When he reached her belly, he noticed it had grown slightly bigger. He placed his hands on it and rubbed it carefully. Rose watched him and wondered what was going on in his head,
“How do you feel?” She whispered.
“I don’t know, I feel like I’ll be a shitty dad and my kid will hate me the same way my father and I hate other,” Ethan responded.
Rose watched him and that was when it hit her, It wasn’t that he didn’t want kids, it was because he was afraid of turning out like his father. Ethan and Andrew had the worst relationship. But it wasn’t because of Andrew being a bad father, it was because Ethan felt he betrayed his mother by remarrying six months after her death. He hated him and they never met eye to eye since then.
He grabbed the shower gel and cleansed himself before turning it off and walking back to the room.
They both had towels wrapped around them as they sat on the bed. Ethan had now sobered up and sighed, “Why didn’t you tell me?”
“You said you didn’t want kids,” Rose responded.
Guilt flashed in his eyes as he looked at her, “I didn’t mean it. Or maybe I did and now I’ve changed my
mind.”
“You’ll make a great Dad,” Rose said, grabbing his hands.
Ethan looked at her, his gray eyes showing a storm that was brewing inside him. It was like he had internal conflict and didn’t know how to overcome it.
“But what If I don’t?”
“Then, you’ll have me and Grandpa to deal with!”
Rose ran her hands on his bare chest, “Besides, you won’t be alone. I’ll be by your side.” She whispered. Ethan held her wrist to stop her, Rose thought she had done something wrong but was shocked when he pushed her carefully on the bed. He pulled the towel to the side and opened her legs with his one hand. “Remove your hand unless you want me to lose control.” He said in a husky and deep voice.
“What if I want you to?” Rose challenged, as she patted her legs and wrapped them around his waist.
